Don't Be Blind to the Bullsh*t!!
So, I had a revelation y'all...
In other words, I had to back all the way up to really take a look at things happening with me in my little world. Ish was getting real shaky. I was losing my grip on things I once had a tight hold on. My motivation was fading, my job was lacking, my relationship was failing, my health was a struggle, I wasn't getting enough sleep. My focus had gone completely missing y'all... I barely did things that usually would be my main priorities. I got stuck in this rat wheel for some time, just going with the motions. Not realizing I rolled my wheel way off into no mans land, and loss track of WHY I was rolling on the wheel in the first place. Like mam, where are we going? I had to check myself because I felt so far away from ME and what I really wanted, and who I wanted to be.
"Something has got to give!"
It's amazing how you can be completely oblivious to what you're suffering through or from. It's easy to get stuck in the "motions" of life. Too often we overlook the red-flags or warning signals that something isn't right! We get so used to "chucking things up to life", that we don't always realize, and even neglect the fact that we actually have more power than we believe to control things in our lives.
"And if you don't know, now you know..." (insert remaining Biggie lyrics, y'all know the rest.)
I really had t